My last day in the “E-House” has arrived. How have I been here for a month and a half?
We went to Denny’s. I drank a lot of coffee and it occurred to me that I drink coffee how some people drink alcohol. It drowns my sorrows.
That is why it is 3:43 AM and I am awake, updating my blog.
Whenever I feel weird, I think of a John Mayer lyric that I relate to and suddenly everything seems alright, because John Mayer has gone before me and figured out my feelings (thanks JM!). Although I used a quote from the song Clarity on my picture, I was really thinking of a line from Heart So Heavy;
how am I gonna run back home with a heart so heavy?
sigh. Â the chorus of that song ends with the line “Heaven knows, but I don’t.” true. that. More later. I must sleep.
I love that there is always a song that makes you feel like it was written for you, in that moment; and no matter what anyone says you know its true.
My personal lyric that always seems to fit is from the Switchfoot song they used in a walk to remember: theres a song in my soul that I’ve tried to write over and over again.
I don’t know why it works for me, but it just always seems to feel right, so it is.
Thanks for stoping by my blog! I hope you slept well.
Whenever I have a bad day, I feel like John Mayer always understands. I’ve spent the greater part of a week listening to Gravity. It seems to put words to how I feel. I like that. The having words part. I can’t WAIT to see you!