Airplanes will always amaze me. I think it was last year at this time that I was flying to Nashville and it hit me that I was in this amazing transport vehicle that could fly in the air and take me from Portland to Nashville super quickly. I cried, because it was just SO AMAZING.
Last week I flew to San Francisco (okay TECHNICALLY Oakland) and I was feeling a LOT of feels.. the last time I went to the airport was with.. and the last airplane I was on was with.. and the time before that when I left Portland was the day I called.. AND it was kind of grey in the sky.. and I was kind of exhausted.. ugh. It was a lot.
We took off, and I sat there crying out the window. Like a grown up, because that’s how I roll.
and suddenly I realized… we are going through the clouds.
Like… we are flying UP… UP.. UP…. and the clouds can only last for so long.
and in those few minutes I started feeling excited because I knew what was coming. and sure enough..
We made it out of the clouds. They were below us. and we were in the sun. It was a beautiful day above the clouds. So clear, in fact, that if you look closely.. you can see Mt. Rainier and Mt. St. Helens.
I started thinking about the clouds in my life, the things that make everything overcast and grey. Fears, insecurities, shame from the past.. but then I started thinking about how the clouds don’t actually affect the brightness of the Sun. The Sun doesn’t dim itself because of clouds and “then the cloud of doubt may hide the light of day,” but it just hides the light. It doesn’t diminish or wipe out the light. The clouds are temporary, the Son is eternal. Changed the vowes to make it truth. The Son is eternal light. Eternal, even in the face of our temporary clouds.
and you know what? From way up high, clouds don’t seem like such a big deal. You can see the breaks in the shadows and the limits of their reach. They’re not so doom and gloom from the other side.
To get to the other side of the clouds we have to get our feet off the ground.
Hoping in God.
I once heard someone say that hope is your spirit’s sigh at the end of the night that says “it’s all true,” about God’s promises.
Isaiah 40:31 says that hope is how we soar on wings like eagles.
Hope, not like “I hope this will happen,” but hope like “God’s promises are sure.”
Promises like the one I read while on the plane:
“The LORD himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” – Deuteronomy 31:8
Rest in that. Place the certainty of your spirit in those words – God is with you. He won’t leave you. His perfect love for you casts out all of your fear.
Hope in God’s promises and then start the ascension up up up over the clouds.